I can feel…something.  I awaken from a deep sleep to an uncomfortable sensation, a sort of subcutaneous horripilation, rippling up my right thigh.  There is movement within my leg, as of some sort of wriggling creature. It almost feels as if something were in some fashion swimming in the layer between my muscles and my skin, but without actually parting the tissue.  There is no pain, nor any numbness. Just a feeling of something alien crawling within my body, making its way from my extremities toward my head, my brain. I cannot attempt visual verification of this sensation, as the gas has been shut off and it is sometime past midnight.  Nor do I dare to move my hand to my thigh, to move my nightclothes and attempt to feel this thing with my most sensitive organs of touch. I dare not.

There is, naturally, no sound to register, beyond the regular surge of my pulses within my ears.

 

Of course, I am only assuming that the thing’s destination is my brain.  I assume that it is an alien creature seeking to take control of my body, to direct my ambulent corpse through the world in pursuit of its unfathomable alien business.  I must suppose that it is just as likely that the creature intends merely to set up housekeeping in my intestines.

Perhaps it seeks to raise a family within the warm, moist, protected environs of my torso, feeding on what would normally feed me, or perhaps feasting on my blood, as it raises its young.  I imagine myself swelling, my bowels distending until the brood bursts forth to seek new lodgings, to renew the cycle in some other sad group of hosts. Will I be able to move at all while this is happening?  Will I be drugged into stasis by the thing’s metabolic byproducts? Or will I remain aware?

I am not at all decided upon which of these courses is the worst for me, brood-nest or zombie.

 

I have almost made up my mind to rush to kitchen, to procure a cleaver or other utensil with which to dig this thing out of my flesh.  But I find that I am quite unable to move. It is already too late. The thing’s venoms have already penetrated my bloodstream, and I am now completely at its mercy.  I suppose I shall directly discover my fate. If I can remain awake. I become very drowsy, in spite of the weird sensations within my flesh. Perhaps this is another symptom of the creature’s venom.  Perhaps then I will be fortunate; perhaps my duties as host may performed without my conscious will or knowledge.

 

I just have time before I succumb to unconsciousness to wonder what the candle man makes of my transformation.


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